Lamenting: It's not fun anymore

I woke up to him telling me he got a better offer. I don't even know what he is talking about, but I think it is about his job.

I was a lot happier before I went back to work.

I am not happy now, I am scared.

It's not fun anymore 😔

I feel forgotten and lost.

I know God has got me, but it is hard to keep seeing answered prayers for others but nothing for myself. 

I know my focus is wrong but I don't know what to do.

You said you would help.

I need your help

Where is your help?

Am I going to be like this next year too?

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To be continued in Part 2